02.10.2019

Have I just stayed in an unhappy relationship for 2 years out of.. obligation? I think I felt like I had to force it to work – it was so hard in the first place. So hard for us to get there. I didn’t want to be with someone who I had to force to love me, he loved me now. Obsessed with me now. But every time he did something to make me feel like crap, my love for him lessened and lessened. Moved out yesterday, finally got the balls. Moved in with my best friend in the world, someone I’ve been in love with for years. Hopefully I don’t fuck this up..